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     Haiz…. today 2pm, 31 march 2009 is my jpa interview day. I am so nervous start from the day before. But somehow i still can sleep at the night before, may be i am too tired. When i wake up today, I feel so nervous because I need to memorise a new ’speech’. But somehow when i reach INTAN Sungai Petani, I start to calm down already. This is because Ming Khai tell me about his experience this morning before i left Alor Star. I WANT TO THANK MING KHAI VERY MUCH!!!

    When i am waiting for the interview outside the room ( SO HOT), i tell to myself that i don’t want to be the first batch. But so unluckily i am in the first batch. The butterflies start to grow in my stomach again. Luckily, i go to the third room, which i think is the smallest room and the best room compare to the first room. The interviewers inside the third room are so kind too. Every group have five person. I get no.5 which i wish to. But later on i think that no. 3 is better. haha… don’t know why???

     Then the interview start. Firstly, the interviews introduce themselves. Then our turns with Bahasa Malaysia. Although i am no.5, i still very nervous, may be i still not in the mood and settle down yet. When until my turn, i totally mess up. I don’t follow my ’speech’. I talk a little bit fast, so the interviewers do not give me guidelines like others but i think given guidelines are better.

     Then group discussion time. Oh my god, one of a interviewer give a difficult topics (I think) that is ‘Prevention is better than cure.’ I am shock, why can an idiom become a topic!!! This topic looks easy but it is difficult to talk about it. Then i just talk anything that just flash across my mind at that moment. Haiz… Actually the group discussion should be more Bahasa Malaysia than Bahasa Inggeris. But my group is different. Our whole group discussion is english. Haiz… so lame. I only realise it when i come out from the room. Then, have one time the interviews ask us that we will come back or not to Malaysia after finishing our studies aboard. We all say that we will come back to Malaysia after our studies and we make a promise with them. I do not know we are telling the truth or not? But i think is I AM YES!!!

      The interview should take about 45 minutes. But my group has over the time. I think that 45 minutes is not too long. I only talk a few things then one hour has gone. My feelings about this jpa interview are that i am sad and i think that i should do much better than that. I think no chance for me already and just can pray to God only.

     My advice is that: Do not nervous. Do not talk too fast or too slow. And i think you should stop for a while after talking for one sentence.

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珍惜

这一生中,你错过了什么?

珍惜,果真要在错过后才能感受?

没有人知道明年今日会怎么样?

惜缘吧!

我觉得珍惜,果真是要在错过后才能感受到。。。

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我恨你!我恨你!我恨你。。。我忍了很久终于讲了出来。我觉得你的出现抢走了我的一切。你不要太过分,不然当我忍不可忍的时候我会爆发的。我也不能全都怪你,要怪就怪自己太心软,太笨,太不会珍惜和太不会去争取了。所以我不会再心软了,我要争取我所失去的一切。。。

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